woots.

oh well. i hope people dont mistake me for being a slacker or some lazy unfocussed person. i have been missing alot of trainings in the past month and those that i do go for i'm very slaaagga after and hour or two. but its really unavoidable. especially when you cant drink water. and besides for about a week or so, by health = shit = not in a position to train. even today, i was really relishing the fact of being able to train properly after a month and then something popped up. actually it came up the night before. excuses but i promise i wont miss so much. (: really, seriously, i not slacking or anything.

ohwell. haha. playing soccer on friday against the sji peeps in a raffles v sji match thingy before i got for class outing. yea! finally can eat normally. but i realised how expensive it is. maybe i should just continue fasting. after all, i just got used to it. in fact, today i kept forgetting i can actually drink water normally.

j: eh my life damn boring eh.
a: shutup lah my life how much more boring than yours.
j: no you got your cca damn fun i wish i joined it.
a: so your life so much more exciting got so many hod girls all like you.
j: so but still damn boring arh.
a: i how antisocial. play com at home only. never go out with anyone cos nobody wants to
j: you should go out with us lah idiot

it continues..
j: eh you damn handsome eh
a: eh damn bad to me eh. you are damn handsome hod guy arh.
j: no i'm okay only lah but you are damn handsome.
a: why? you are definitely much more handsome than me.
j: you got facial hair!
a: you oso have what. you just shaved it off!
j: yeah but yours just damn nicer lah. mine damn pucks.


zzzzz..
well. i revisited my z'cove today with yen siang and with our presence, our og doubled in number! omgzxzxzx. but strange, everyone we saw who was from our og when completely a different direction. but it was fun talking to him. so much so we're going there tomorrow too. last day of school mah, who knows if those two people who were already there would be there next year.

its not very simple. in fact the above template can be used for quite a number of incidents this year. you know, inherent flaws and stuff. recent events have left me shaken and fearful. i know there's ought to be nothing to worry about but i cant help but wonder if the same thing will happen to me. but was all that just a mere fabrication? hmm. the mind boggles at the thought. then again, who am i kidding? i still kena electrocuted every now and then. the whole family thing is screwed up, well, at least my involvement in it. its always me. in the end, square one looks very lucrative and beckons me all the time but i always wonder if its worth it.